Im so confused. Things are at breaking point with my boyfriend, I love him but hes so controlling Ive lost so many of my close, close friends over him, he didn’t like me going out to the pub but now its gone as far as I cant sit on my garden wall without him getting angry at me, I feel like I’m in such a bubble with him, Ive lost who I was and everything I stand for. We broke up before and the whole time he strung me along using me and then ignoring me the next day, I promised myself if i every got him back I’d never let him go again but I really cant take much more, I feel like its either him or my sanity. This time if we break up I think I’m ready Ive learned from the last time and I know how to work it so that I don’t hear, see or talk to him ever again. I Don’t want to be with him anymore as much as he makes me happy he hurts me more than anything. I really like someone else as well hes cute and just friendly and its such a refreshing feeling to talk to a boy him having only negative things to say, I really like him. I don’t know what to do thought whether to try (again) with my boyfriend or whether to call it off, I know if I call it off it wont be for this other guy it would be for me.
Anyway has anybody got any advice for me please? It would be greatly appreciated
I promise :’)
We’re gonna give it another shot…
We’ve been apart 2 months now and theres a new air around us.Its good. I’m gonna give it everything I have and hopefully we’ll make it this time… :)
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