And who did I bump into? Him… It was the first time I saw him since we broke up. The minute I saw him all the feelings I had came rushing back, some of love, but most of that patheticness, that feeling that he’s the only one in the world I want and because I cant have him I don’t want anyone else. I could feel my pride, dignity and respect all going down the drain as I stood by him, he just seems to have that effect on me. And as all this was happening the boy I’ve been dating the past couple of months texted me telling me he loves me. What the fuck am I to do?